瓶子里的沙粒
瓶子:一个漂浮在海洋中的瓶子,随着海浪到处漂流,寻找着某个拥有塞子的人影,把瓶子盖住,不让一粒沙漏出来。 我,永永远远都是他专属的瓶子♥
人影们
Thursday, December 17, 2015
哈咯
阅读了几篇最近的文章,有一篇的标题吸引力我,《我想,我们真的完了》 一开始我还在想,这篇到底是关于什么的,我怎么会说那么彻底的话呢?读了开头,才想起来这一段~
当时读的心情还蛮平静的,然后心想我还有这一段噢~顺带称赞一下这篇的文笔还不错哦~哈哈,真不要脸~
ok,回来回来。在那篇文章中我把话说得很死,说再也不会跟她要好了之类的。其实现在我已经跟她有联络了,而且聚会时也不会很尴尬,只是觉得她没有之前那么癫,可能因为老公在吧~的却是没有了之前那么要好的感觉,可是不会像那篇文章所说的那么糟就是了~
好啦,要恭喜你咯,好好照顾身体,你变好瘦了,比我瘦了咧!(不甘愿)
其实我想说的是,在发生事情的当下所做的事情都是不理智的,虽然我是在事情过几天后才打的文章,可是当时还气在当头,又还没脱离那件事,就是很在意嘛~平跟我说过,有个朋友告诉他,每当有些事情另你生气,在你决定要做某些事情时,请想一下十年后的你还会否在意这件事情呢?想了过后,你也许就不会轻易的做出一些冲动的事了。现在想来很对噢,不过呢,要是当时我没有打那篇文章,那对这事的记忆或想法就不会那么完整了,所以我真的没有后悔。
顺便更新一下状态吧,毕业后第一份工就是在UTAR Kampar的Foundation当讲师。我其实还蛮满意这份工作,因为同事很多也很好,同事之前相处融洽,不爽的也只是上司而已,时间又弹性,只是考试时期要把试卷带回家改,还有就是很难请假,这一点家人非常不开心,因为我错过了张家第一次30多人的Bangkok之旅~还有呢就是跟学生们相处得非常开心,最开心就是他们以为我是学生,可是发现我是老师后那个表情,实在是很爽啊!
做了一年一个月吧,辞职的原因就是我终于找到了保险公司做保险产品的职业,而且非常快的,星期二递出辞呈,星期五就是last day了,其实是有点不负责任啦,不过为了自己的事业,只好自私一些咯,不然你养我啊?
第二份工做到现在已经一年多了咯,学习了很多,也还有很多值得学习的方面,工作内容很满意,只是有些其他部门的同事真的很难搞,不过还好老板会帮忙出面。说到老板呢,其实他算是个很好得老板,肯给机会我学习或处理不同的事情,肯帮员工争取福利。只是有时候不太喜欢他的性格,不过大部分时候都是ok的~
哈哈,说顺便更新一下,不过也写了一大堆啊~真不知道还有没有人会发现我的更新,山顶上的朋友都应该没留意了吧~不过写作可以抒发一下心情,在写了出来过后又会有不同的领悟噢~
请原谅我的文笔,真的太久没写了。好啦,晚安咯,
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Life After Graduated Is Not Fun
It has been quite a long time since my last post and I can't really remember when was it. Reasons are lack of time and boredom of contents. Whatsoever, I have finally completed my degree, in case you don't remember, Actuarial Science, in May and is now waiting for August Convo. At the same time, I have been actively seeking for job opportunities. To be exact, I have started since February and now I am still jobless. I have went for six interviews, the last was yesterday at Citigroup Transaction Services for Customer Acquisition Due Diligence Analyst. Wow! What a long and professional-sounded name. However, by looking at the name, my friend A said that this is a job where everyone can do and it is below my skills. This is totally different with what I have expected. Well, I would not like to talk much about this. So there was my first interview, Public Bank for the position of Management Trainee. I doubted and she clarified that it is related to AS, which in the end the interviewers said not really. Second, ING for pricing analyst. It was the first ever group interview in my life and I would say it is challenging. I think I performed well as a beginner but in the end they took others who are claimed to be more suitable than me. Then Hong Leong Assurance, product development team which my adviser recommended me to join. After the interview I almost cried, because of their questions which I never thought of it as a problem, even until now. Fourth and fifth were both on yesterday, MCIS Zurich for pricing team in actuarial department which was recommended by my cousin and Uni.Asia for risk executive. The first one was ok, if I lose out that job, the only reason I could think is I have no experience. The latter one was, nearly meaningless. Firstly, the interviewer asked, "If there is a job offering to you in actuarial department, will you consider jumping?" Well, if you were me, will you? And what's the point even if I tell you now that I won't, which I actually did. Can you guarantee that? Or you can just bond me for two years and now I will think of it. Secondly, the job scope sounds boring. Although I can deal with it, I won't take it if there is a better one, for example, an assistant lecturer. I was notified by A about this alternative. The pros of it are, I can work flexibly and complete my SOA paper with a high starting salary. I was thinking, although I can get related experience from risk executive or other real life working position except actuarial department, I can't assure that I would have time to complete my papers. I would rather do that under a stress-free circumstance. I actually got surprised of the salary of a lecturer. Although the salary won't increase as fast as the real life job, I still feel satisfying with the amount I heard for a lecturer and a professor. Well, not forgetting that teaching is my first ever ambition and that, I actually feel happy to teach, to share my knowledge with others and to see their improving results. So check it out for my updates to see where I will be :)
Monday, October 29, 2012
毕业旅行
我的计划有三个,
1.家人提议去台湾,可是不确定,因为要看他们得不得空。
2.跟系友去热浪岛,其实这个计划已经过了一年,希望这次真的可以成功。
3.令我头痛的就是这个了,跟爱人去浮罗交怡。
为什么头痛呢?那天跟妈提起,她很大反应,问我跟谁睡?怎样睡?
也没有说不能,也没有说能,可是这个旅行我是去定了,因为都没有跟他去过旅行。
加上毕业后就做工了,过后当然很难有时间跟他一起啦!
这个学期没有什么特别,就是科目烦人了些,好多assignment呀!
p/s 上个学期不但进到了president list,还拿到4.0,开心了好久哦,希望这个学期可以保持成绩,因为我真的很讨厌theory啊!!
Monday, July 9, 2012
我想,我们真的完了
这是我第一次专属为你打的文章,也是最后一次,当做我们友谊的闭幕。